Bullied by my own mother help me please!?

Well to start off I am a 13 year old girl. I have lived with my mum all my life, as my father left when I was only a baby. Me and my mum have always had an imperfect relationship, but this evening was horrible, I feel like dying right now. We were on my way back from my grandparents and I had got this thing from my grandma, this game thing which doesn't make any noise, and I said to my mum "when I get home, can I go to the lounge and watch x factor and play the game thing?" and she said no, so I casually said "not even the game, I promise I'll be quiet" and then she literally blew up. She started screaming so horribly at me going out of control on the road saying "HOW F*CKING DARE YOU, YOU DO NOT EVEN DICTATE AS TO WHAT I WATCH IN MY LOUNGE, GET IT!" and I was like gobsmacked, in shock and was like "I wasn't trying to dictate to you" and she was just being sooooo horrible, trying to hit my legs (I was sat in the back row and she was screaming "YES YOU ALWAYS HAVE, YOUR A F*CKING NASTY LITTLE B*TCH!" and when we got home she started telling me how nobody likes me, how I have no friends (2 of my friends were having a sleepover without me) and she knew it and said "NOBODY WANTS TO BE WITH YOU, YOU LITTLE F*CKING B*TCH, YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS OUT OF SCHOOL, BECAUSE NO ONE LIKES YOU!" and I protested because it was so unfair, and so untrue and so she locked me out the house. I was so gutted, it was freezing, late, dark and I was distraight so I pushed the door really hard and it burst open. She was smoking her cigarettes and screamed at me "YOU BROKE THE DOOR YOU BLOODY IDIOT" and then she rings her parents and friends and says how horrible and awful I am, only telling her side of the story, I HATE HER SOOOOOO MUCH! Who was in the wrong, is this abuse, what do I do??? I'm crying so much :(